You have always obeyed.
A true Christian always obeys in every given opportunity. In the blessings, we must be thankful. In the burdens, we must be faithful. Your capability of obedience depends on your consistency of effort. In your walk, are you more diligent or defiant? A diligent disciple is steadily persevering in every detail. Diligence operates with a plan, purpose, and peace. A defiant disciple boldly resists in every detail. Defiance is idle, inattentive, and insecure. How do you follow Jesus?
Pray to obey with a plan, purpose, and peace.