Until we all attain to the unity of the faith.
Christian growth never occurs in isolation. Every person in Christ is parallel and everyone is relevant. There is no such thing as an elite Christian. Not one Christian is positioned on a pedestal. A church is united through its shared faith in the gospel. Deep down what do you desire? Ask God to eliminate any selfish desire and decide to serve the Kingdom. Evangelism is important but discipleship is imperative. A person positioned in Christ will make a deliberate effort towards greater dedication.
Pray to take the next right step.